tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85509274548724711612011-05-04T05:36:47.366-07:00Sofia Anghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01048503230484804768noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8550927454872471161.post-42807792475091702172011-01-17T03:03:00.000-08:002011-01-17T03:12:46.619-08:00Dear Diary, <br />The moment I turned twenty,my life turned chaotic at the same time<br />I thought birthdays were meant to be happy days,but it turns out otherwise for me<br />That's how much I'm gonna dread celebrating my birthdays in the years to come<br />Mum's been neglecting the family and actually spending more time out of home<br />It used to be like equivalent time spent with her no matter how busy we both could both get<br />Things just ain't the same no more,haven't managed to sit down for a good chat with her or anything <br />It just feels we've both drifted though we're both living under one roof<br />Daddy's moodswings are just so hard to get,It's like he just flares up as and when he wants to<br />This place just seems so different these days,it's gonna be somewhere I dread coming back to if all these just continues<br />Been having problems sorting all my relationship stuff,that never was my forte to begin with to start off<br />Its like no matter how hard I try to accept a new person into my life<br />I'm afraid,afraid of history to repeat itself.<br />I know I'm selfish,call me self centered or whatsoever<br />It's just never easy being me<br /><br />I just fucking feel like killing myself right now<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8550927454872471161-4280779247509170217?l=mysexrevolver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sofia Anghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01048503230484804768noreply@blogger.com0